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Από το πρωί εδώ μέσα, κλεισμένη στο δωμάτιό μου έχω λαλήσει. Έχω χάσει κάθε αίσθηση. Του χρόνου,του χιούμορ,της ζωής. Μου λείπει. Δεν είναι καθόλου μα καθόλου εύκολο. Αυτή η εβδομάδα ξεκίνησε απαίσια. Και κάτι μου λέει πως θα συνεχιστεί ακόμη χειρότερα. Δεν μπορώ. Πριν πέντε λεπτά νόμιζα πως είναι 17:00. Ακόμη. Ακόμη 17.00. Και είναι 20:07. Καταλαβαίνεις τι ζω; Δεν έχω όρεξη να κάνω τίποτα, δεν θέλω να κάνω τίποτα,δεν θέλω να τρώω,δεν θέλω να βλέπω κανέναν. Τους μισώ,θέλω να φύγω. Θέλω να πάω να βρω τον Κωσταντίνο και να πραγματοποιήσω το όνειρό μου... Θέλω να φύγω... Και να τους γράψω όλους λίγο πιο πάνω από τα γόνατα μου όπως έκαναν αυτοί... Congratulations,i hate you.


Escape the Fate - My Apocalypse
There's a place that I've found
As far as I can see
This place lies within
The depths of my dreams
In a garden surrounded
By fire and trees
Through the smoke a silhouette I can barely see
There's a man with an axe
Standing in the rain

Looked me straight in the eyes
This is what he had to say

Never fall asleep
You won't wake up
Destroy the guillotine
Before he does

I walk with shadows
(you have to find a better way)
I walk with shadows
(the questions I will never say)
Hiding from the gallows
(they keep me safe and sound)
So I walk with shadows
(the ways of burning down this house)

End transmission
The satellites are down
I need an earthquake
To shake this pity
OFF THE GROUND

Just don't trust these liars at the door
(you have to find a better way)
Kill the ones that have these answers for
(the questions I will never say)

Never fall asleep
You won't wake up
Destroy the guillotine
Before he does

I walk with shadows
(you have to find a better way)
I walk with shadows
(the questions I will never say)
Hiding from the gallows
(they keep me safe and sound)
So I walk with shadows
(the ways of burning down this house)

End transmission
The satellites are down
I need an earthquake
To shake this pity
Off the ground

All the vibrant colors I see
And the shades that fill the grey

Pain
The pain
Pain
The pain
Pain the pain
Pain
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Hiding from the gallows
(you have to find a better way)
I walk with shadows
(the questions I will never say)
Hiding from the gallows
(they keep me safe and sound)
So I walk with shadows
(the ways of burning down this house)