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My eyes,they don't see
I don't breathe the way I used to
My lips,they don't sing
I won't be the way I was on that night

I've been...
I've been watching the video... You know what video.
And i've been afraid... Afraid that someday he would leave... But he's here. The one who's leaving is me. Why? I mean... what have i done? Did i kill someone? And why is the punishment that hard? Why... All that's left is suicide... I can't find the words that i'm trying to say. Tell me why...



Lost myself in an endless goodnight
Kept the time by the patterns of the streetlight
Couldn't get it right
I could never get it right
Sadly, this is a wasted conversation
Lost on you, lost on you
This is a test of my patience
Your blue eyes are so cruel
I can't escape all the things we said
I'm taking years off my life with the weight of regret
Now there's nothing left
There is nothing left to lose

Shouldn't I feel alive?
I swear that I tried
To be alright
To sleep at night
Shouldn't I feel alive?

The night fades with a breath of sunshine
I'll do my best to adjust to the morning light
I cant keep my place
Feels like I've been awake for days
Sadly, you turn away and now I'm faced
With the harsh truth, the harsh truth
My cold heart is a place where true love cannot bloom

Shouldn't I feel alive?
I swear that I tried
To be alright
To sleep at night
Shouldn't I feel alive?

There's static on the airwaves
I'll try to find the light through all this haze
I can't find the words that I'm trying to say
So try to forget me as I walk away
[X2]

Shouldn't I feel alive?
I swear that I tried
To be alright
To sleep at night

Shouldn't I feel alive?
I swear that I tried
To be alright
To sleep at night
Shouldn't I feel alive?